It’s not often I let a month go by, that I don’t write. I’ve been thinking about it, but for that matter, have also been thinking on much. Normally, usually… for the past several years, I’ve done something right after christmas about how it was and all – and it was good, really good. Despite the fact that Dad and my little brother, who is now turning 20, wasn’t there again this year.
Though, I’d definitely say my son made the whole thing for me. That was my Christmas, my gift. Wayne had a bit of a hard time, as expected. Turns out he was upset he didnt get me a gift, as he drew my name in the gift exchange. That, and he also avoided any mention of his son, deflecting conversation when any was directed on the topic.
I think I am kinda blue, Christmas was… maybe too good, and now I go back to… a dull routine. It is kinda depressing. Though… I am four months closer to next spring. Until then, I’ll work, and that is going great. Working at the home depot, doing freight. Basically, I am stalking shelves, putting product away, or bringing it down from the overheads. Easy stuff, and it keeps one busy, which is nice. Compared to the 11-14 hour nights me and Michael did, an 8.5 hour shift goes pretty quick.
I really cannot believe – come to terms with the fact that its almost been a year. A year. Well, in just over two weeks, it will be a year or so – since I’ve last seen Martine. Also, notes 1 year since I cross paths with Laurie. Funny. Ironic. As life always seems to be.
I am full of thoughts about Martine, wondering where she’s been and how she is. Keep thinking would be nice to talk to her, even – simply see her. Do hope to cross paths with her again.
Been thinking about my son alot too, its been alot of fun spending time with him. He is learning fast and getting big. He makes me laugh, doing the most unexpected, cute, things. The bus ride home was alot of fun, though very tiring, as I had worked all night the night before. But Jeremiah got bored, and decided he’d tackled me there in the seat. He sure is spontaneous.
Well…. its just after 12 am…. its now Sunday… Thinking its time for bed.