Since birth I’ve been cursed,
Infused with this anger,
Like it was spliced to me,
Strangling me, disallowing me to be free,
Tormented by demons, I’ve seen them;
I was young; it looked like mum,
Severed head floating next to my bed;
It exited my bed side into my closet,
I’ll never forget it.
Beaten and abused,
People wonder why I’m morbid;
Stepped on and used;
Unappreciated – I reached out and was hated;
“you just want attention they all said”
That all changed when they saw me almost dead.
Psyche ward stays;
I was so lost,
Nothing made sense;
What does life cost?
This confusion is dense;
Then out of the darkness that was I;
The darkness told me I could be,
An angel of death riding as one of the best;
A horseman of the apocalypse;
Bringing pestilence, destruction and death;
To me that made sense;
Very soon I had nothing left.
I was alone and lost, my world cold as frost
I was numb and dumb to it all;
And there God watched, waited for my fall,
And I fell and I yelled and I cried out,
And as I shouted, He spoke and broke
Through and told me what was true;
And since have been
Fighting a war unseen.
I could be an angel of light
And fight for everything right;
And true and good and let every man know he’s understood;
But yet I place my bet; that people are stupid
And I’m too intrepid to best the less
And teach them, preach to them;
Cause I’m a little dated,
And no one wants to be hated.
I have a million dreams and every one of them seems
Just out of reach, but if I believe what I preach.
Life will get better and improve;
We can make the best of what we’ve been through;
And when I’m trough I’m gonna be the dude who’s
Lifting you – sky high making you believe you can fly
For I got a testimony that can make anyone believe
They were born with a destiny;