Take a moment to take a breath
Burning sensation deep within chest
Like something new sparked a little fire
Clinging me to life and this mortal world
To know I could make a friend across the continent;
Contents my heart, pulls me from the dark
For showing me what is true and you
Really sound so beautiful
That sweet southern Georgia voice
Soothing me as if it were medicine.
And your smile is something stuck in my mind
It’s not often you find someone so kind
To reach out so far, across the world
Binding us like shooting stars, seen over the night;
You’re my light in the darkness reminding me to harness
Everything that I am, to try to be a better man.
I just want you to know
You’re really sweet.
June 28th 2013
You say you’re not a slut but spend
Time with people who spend the night
Drunk – your words I can tell aren’t your own
They are the advice of another,
And you tell me I control and smother you,
When I try to do nothing but offer you love and light;
Ah as Jesus said; “they will hate you outright,
For being true and bold and bringing conviction;
And speaking what is true, they will blame you”
Till they learn their lesson,
You will be the one scorned,
3:00 am 26th 2013
I could really use a true friend right now,
A true friend like you,
A friend like you ;
that I just lost
A friend like you;
Who could stop me?
But you only prompt me to cut
The words you say so carelessly,
In your hate,
Cause me to lose it,
and hate myself
I can’t be like this anymore!
So to end us here’s
Cuts for you
To always remember us.
2:55 am june 26th 2013
You thought this would end for you?
If you ever burned me again?
You keep insulting me?
While you have a boyfriend!
You keep fucking me and telling lies to him!!
Then expect me to believe you’re not fucking Brandon?
Even if I spew bullshit – only you know what you’ll ever admit;
You just let truth, slip
As if it will fall from your lips
As lies and you dare
call it honesty;
When really you’re best seen as something slutty.
It’s too bad you had to have no dad and go down this path
And last with me as you laughed with me then gaffed me with your hook;
Your look, mistaken jesters of affection which have taught me a hard lesson;
Never trust your heart.
3:33 am June 26th 2013