My head in pounding like a jack hammer’s driving into it.
Demon at grips, smiling as he splits my head open;
Tearing out my pulsating bloody heart that beats with love,
For a girl who doesn’t even love me but kisses me,
Hugs , me, cuddles and fucks me all the same.
I have to hear about the guy – as she complains,
In my arms, in my bed and I am losing sleep,
Wondering what it is I’m trying to fucking keep.
My sanity is slipping and my skin can taste
The steel sliding across its pours, like a little violin
Playing a mourning melody of love lost;
The torment of it feeling like it’s so close
But it’s so far, like a large full moon on a dark fall night.
3:20 pm June 25th 2013