It’s been awhile since I stopped and watched
the birds fly by in the evening sky – sun setting
breeze blowing leaves in circles around me,
I’m listening and feeling everything in this moment.
contemplating the very meaning of my life – of life.
How much is a soul worth when its lost and confused?
Can I salvage anything from these broken memories;
from these broken friendships that have brought me to my knees.
can I please figure out the meaning to all of this?
Before I’m too pissed off to go on;
can I please calm my anger and unclench my fists?
I’m just gonna keep fighting on!
this night will fade and mourning will bring dawn.
Then Ill be;
One step close to an answer I haven’t figured out yet.