You aim to get high –
but high isn’t good enough so we
shoot to get higher – still not enough
until you slumber – wake up and wonder….
how did everything turn out this way…
Babe… don’t lean to close to me…
I… I… almost felt your skin –
you are to cute to murder and too evil too call kin
I’m looking at the holes in the walls as
I step in the piss on the floor,
I can’t believe I lived my self deluded fantasy
and forced you out the door.
please come back; be my little whore…
Welcome to reality – this is the side we do not show.
I propose, I’ll only glow in the light you know me for –
not the whore I am! Shunned and trying to make amends for all
my god-damned sins!