I can laugh out loud but it doesn’t mean I’m really feeling
I know how to smile but it doesn’t mean I’m not sad.
I can talk freely without really sharing…
These past years I’ve buried and hidden so much of who I am.
I’ve been so hurt and crushed and unappreciated
I’ve surrounded myself with peers who didn’t give a damn,
In return I’ve lashed out and have been hated.
I’ve been feeding off my anger and finally I’m starving;
I’m reviving in the light and love and Holy Spirit, flowing
off all of you; each and every one of you – glowing.
It’s impossible to not feel my heart once again growing.
My thoughts and heart have been lit on fire.
I had such an amazing night, I am deeply moved.
It’s been years since I’ve been this genuinely inspired
I was melting in my chair as I stared at my food.
I kept fighting my thoughts about how I forgot; (who I was)
All of you were the reminder … I’m trying to not come unglued.
The Holy spirit, I can feel it as we walk along – it’s been so long.
It’s got me by the heart, I can hear the calling, there’s no escaping;
with tears in my eyes, I feel out of place but I know, this is where I belong.
So thank you all for sharing, thank you all for reviving me,
thank you all for simply being – you’ve all set me free.