It’s hard to believe in more;
people and things like church;
Or should I say powers,
When I can’t even function
enough to get up and shower.
When I had faith I felt unstoppable;
like when it first occurred now I’m probably cursed;
life is probable: It’s gonna keep beating you down;
I’m supposed to play nice without making a frown?
People’s morals are so weak,
to lead them means to be a clown!
I’m tired of helping piss ants
I’d rather drop my pants and piss on them;
light them of fire!
Yet I’m not helping anyone
I’ve gone so bitter I don’t know how to quit;
The personalities I’ve manifested to fight this reality;
I’ve turned into something I’m not meant to be!
I fight fuckers off and yet my soul is pleading
Someone save me!
A disgrace to society; labelled and shelved
I delve into myself and wonder how I was so fucking stupid;
It’s time for bravery but its hard to be intrepid when everyone
is just as stupid!
I cannot save myself for the lack of you saving me;
We’re digging this grave together;
When we’ve given up the fight;
We shall lay here forever!
Or at least until tomorrow.