Justin was a wrecking ball ;
he broke down walls
when he fell; the walls he built broke
anyone; big and small came looking for him!
He wasn’t that smart some people called him dim.
But what he did was win!
He won hearts with a smile
He had a heart to go the extra mile
he could pull any lost soul from the dark.
even though you never understood his heart;
he gave life to people like an artist painted art.
HE WAS HEART FELT!
and dealt to much by his friend to try and fit in
and in the end; they are the ones who killed him.
I don’t give a fuck – who you think you are.
for ever sip and every drink and every toke and every line
you poisoned him.
If it wasn’t for society
for what we try to make life believe what its worth!
drink and drugs and fucked up shit!
if it wasn’t for him wanting to fit in.
He would still be here.
I think about people with minds and drepssion
Justin was to simple for depression
he just smiled and walked that extra mile to be that great friend!
in the end its us friends who killed him!
saying shit like “Here have some more!”
Toke some more!
Drink some more.
HAVE SOME MORE!
YET NOT ONE OF HIS REAL FRIENDS FUCKING UNDERSTOOD WHAT HE SUFFERED!
So fuck you.
You killed an angel.
To every ignorant fucker whos never lost a family member
and pretended it didn’t matter
I call you out –
to anyone Who’s suffered from mental issues and got into substance abuse
and can judge him or us!?
I say fuck you!?
Who are you to judge me and my family?
I swear to GOD
THE WORDS YOU JUST UTTERED COULD GET YOU KILLED!
You would never ever know how powerful Justin was.
’cause he was that smart!
He silently undid your heart and slipped inside.
then when he died so young –
you then felt bad and dumb?!
That kid was smarter than you fools who’ve mastered school
He couldn’t even read a book!
Yet he could take you to school!
Teach you how to clean and cook!
He’d clean you like a fish caught from a brook!
He was a fighter!
Me; his writer:
Justin, Wayne and me;
We fought life together!
We starved in a sandbox;
beaten and abused and abandoned;
left alone to die!
locked in a sandbox!
We survived that shit!
We became your friends’
Became more than equals to you!
Still you try to ridicule us!!!!
I’m sorry Justin but for this one im bustin out everything
I’ve TRIED TO STOP!
I wanna drop these fuckers and make them remember we are a force
to be reckoned with!
if it wasn’t for the breath of life
our adoptive parents gave us:
Id never remember!
No ones’ ever been Trough what we’ve been trough!
No one can ever match us!
No one can hold us back!
And for that I forgot why we decided to be nice to society!
Why do we try to help people….
I guess it feel nice sometimes…
but you died…
not a single soul understands the impact
you lived and died with.
I’m still here;
like you were alive;
with a smile’
walking the extra mile
pretending everything okay –
just trying to help someone
get through today.