Not The End

I miss the days you were really honest with yourself.

Where have the days gone you could change another

by looking at yourself?

 

You use to believe in something more;

Even though you were far from perfect.

You use to speak eloquently;

Now you hide from everything and everyone –

You hide from everything.

 

Your own reflection even –

No longer resembles who you were.

 

Your whole persona stagnated as you clung to the old you;

You took your eyes off the path and looked to the past.

The perpetuated familiar desire to be loved by everyone

for the things you were once loved for,

shut the doors to new friendships;

Your tentative friends turned on you one by one;

 

You filled your heart with hate,

retaliated purposefully,

too destroy those who hurt you.

 

Your bitterness has killed you….

Your bitterness has killed you….

 

Thankfully….

This is not the end.

 

 

 

 

 

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